May 7, 2006

• I’m feeling philosophical.  And vaguely guilty.  I haven’t
  check my work email since Friday night.  That’s normal behavior,
  right?  Since when did not working on the weekend make me feel
  vaguely guilty?  Reading SouthernRector’s site has made me
  remember all the moving on I’ve done in my life – and there’s been an
  whole hell of a lot of it.  I spent years living for the future,
  and I’ve spent years living for the now – and sometimes I feel a lack
  of something inherent in striving for goals having to do with that
  future state.  But, damnit, I worked so hard to get to this
  now!!!  Sigh.  I don’t know the answers – hell, I don’t even
  know the questions.  And I feel like I really should check my work
  email.  Blech.

  All that maundering done, I’ve had a really lovely, lazy weekend. 
  Went to a malonga (tango party?) with MiniCooperChic Friday night,
  which was lots of fun.  She’s so totally hooked on tango!  I
  enjoyed the dancing and enjoyed watching even more.  I’ll have to
  go, wearing proper shoes this time, and try dancing again.  There
  were some interesting characters there, and that’s saying something
  considering the characters I’m used to!  Did a whole lot of
  nothing on Saturday, and ditto today (except laundry).  Now, I
  need to hop in the shower and get ready to go out to the Dallas Wine
  & Food Festival.  We’re going to a class called Wine for
  Everyday People.  Two of my favorite subjects!

  • 1:47 pm
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